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Everything posted by appearcomposed

  1. i have gotten many thousands of hours of entertainment and knowledge from reddit over the years, but one of the most unforgivable things of all time is the death of the message board reddit is so impersonal. when you have a message board you can get a feel for the people and really carve out a place in the discussion. on reddit you have to hope your thoughts and insights push through the 50 other comments about how people were able to refill their Aquafina bottle with tears after repeated listenings of "Dawn Chorus" in the back room of the grocery store they work at between classes.
  2. small spider was crawling right above my pillow tonight. i'm scared. i'm scared. i'm sleeping on the couch tonight. i know spiders are our friends but just the way the move around makes me uncomfortable. i have some in every corner of my room but i'm fine with them being there as long as they don't invade my space. i wouldn't dare kill them, but this one seems too big for the pill bottle. i feel so violated but i don't want to cause unnecessary suffering to the spider because i know its just trying to live life.
  3. people today can't handle it. if the reddit crowd saw you welcome someone like that, they'd scream toxic and then go back to crying over some shitty lyric thom yorke wrote.
  4. don't mind him. he tells everyone he meets to fuck off and die. i didn't listen to your recording, but i'm sure it's very good and nobody can take that away from you.
  5. i honestly have not listened to radiohead in probably 3 years but i like to be here because you all have good vibes
  6. holy shit it was just some hair. i feel like i just dodged a major bullet.
  7. i have to use the restroom. this is literally the moment i've been fearing for the past 6 hours. i'm going in.
  8. i literally don't know what i'm going to do. i haven't set foot in my bathroom since. i might walk across the street to the gas station and shower in the sinks for the time being. i'm such a pussy 😕
  9. i think i just saw a bug in my shower. smaller than you'd expect but bigger than small. i can't be sure because i didn't look long and i'm too scared to go back and check. but then if i go back and nothing's there i'm forced to live with the constant fear of it being anywhere. i don't know what i'm going to do i don't kill living things because i respect all life i hope it crawls back down my drain help me.
  10. i think the "we at tesla have decided to throw a crypto party of sorts" meme is the funniest shit ever and i crack up every time i see it.
  11. tell me tell me tell me what am i supposed 2 do i never had another granny look like u every time i see u girl my johnny get hard harder than the handle on the rake in my yard harder than the brown stone brick on my house if i ever ever ever get u into my mouth i'll drink u like a 40 in an alcoholic's hand baby can't u understand i'm in ?????????? cuz ur love is tantalizing and it's got me burning rubber in my pants but i can't ????????? fine eye of romance u got 2 know how 2 make love 2 me below and above me in the back of a bmw, see the bang bang boogie??????? cuz johnny will make u dance
  12. i wrote a song that i know if i recorded a certain way would gain a lot of traction. the problem is i need a depressed ~lofi~ bedroom pop girl to sing it. i need billie eilish. i can't find anyone to sing my song. it's so good. any recommendations?
  13. some 10/10, super smart, super witty, super funny (all attributes i have too) girl was really into me and i was too coward to act on it. now she's gone forever. maybe we could've spent the rest of our lives together. where would i be right now if i had listened to my gut.
  14. i had to drive to the post office (didn't even get out of the car) but now i'm worried that it slipped in through the AC and is dismantling my lungs as we speak. thus ends my two month streak
  15. i've researched this for years and i'm quite opinionated about it and there's a lot of stuff about the girlfriend (Jennifer Chiba) and Elliott's life at the time that the general public is not aware about. It's very easy to look at him or his songs and say "yeah he was so depressed! he totally did it!" but when you start comparing that to his life in 2003 (clean of drugs for the first time since 2001, working extremely hard on finishing his album, starting to play live shows again), as well as all the bizarre details and flip flopping from Chiba about what she claims happened that day, as well the lies from her about certain things such as that elliott was cutting in september 03 (easily disproved by the autopsy) or that he went cold turkey on his psych meds in august 03 (easily disproved by the autopsy). and then you look into chiba's character and how almost much everyone who's known and spoken about her since elliott's passing claims she's a total fucking psycho that's prone to aggression and manipulation. it's really hard to not think something's fishy with this case when you start to dig into it. and i'm not saying there's some grand conspiracy or she had some ultimate motive for doing it. i'm just more inclined to believe that, if he didn't kill himself, it was something impulsive she did in a moment of passion, and it cost a guy his life. i'm very strong on where i stand on this, but also i want elliott to be remembered for his wonderful, wonderful, music and history rather than "the guy that died" so yeah. i do a lot of research and writing about his music too, to counteract the times when i feel the urge to go on a paragraph long tangent about his passing.
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